so update my blog i shall ;)
why don't i try to list things since i'm at work and busy as hell :)
1. i'm "i'm-going-to-poop-in-my-pants" nervous to take my GMAT. MARCH 16. *shudder*
2. i still feel ridiculously inadequate at work. blah.
3. connie and i are sharing a googlecalendar<3
4. i'm spiritually stagnant. enough said.
5. there are so many things i'm worried about. worry worry worry. i took a personality test (which, i'm not really that into, by the way) just for the hell of it. every single one i've ever taken in my whole entire life always puts two things:
i'm extrovert
i worry and am an anxious personality type.
6. on wednesday, my mommy and i went to trader joe's. and i bought 4 bottles of wine :)
this is a pointless and random entry.
you know...what makes people grow closer and feel more connected to each other, is how honest they are with each other. people can always claim that they are "close" to someone or know someone really well, but until there are small conflicts that need to be worked out, one will never really know that necessary and core side of the other person. people aren't best friends because they always get along. they are best friends because they know each other inside and out: the ugly, the angry, the baby, the annoying side of them... and they still love them and look beyond their own judgements and accept them.
how many people are in your life that you can truly say you have this kind of relationship with? honesty is hard and it hurts. situations hurt. life hurts. being the weak-hearted person that i am, i don't take criticism well. i hardly take advice well. (i shouldn't use the word "being"... on the GMAT at least) but i can say with full confidence that i am loved and cared for. not by many... but one person on this entire earth is enough. everyone has someone that loves them. how willing you are to open up your heart to accept and embrace that, is your choice.
ok that was random too...
rain makes people drive like crap.
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