diet.

i went to korea.

despite my efforts, my mommy saw me and told me to go on a diet. this, i agreed with her on.

but the more i think about it, a diet is always about giving up something. give up food, give up types of foods, give up time... to go to the gym. give up things that apparently make you happy...

but in the end, i need to go on a life diet. weed out the crap. weed out the things that bring darkness. and when i can get to that point where im strong enough to beat that darkness.

i hate how weak i am. i hate how unstable i am. i hate that people think i'm so strong, but i'm weaker than all of them. i hate it. and in the end, i'm always at fault.

so forget it all. forget it. if i'm not worth it, then i'm not worth it. but i am to someone... somewhere. i have to be worth it to me.

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