4 months is a long time. heck, 1 month is a long time. 1 WEEK is a long time. so many things happen from minute to minute. 4 months is too much for one post. too much has been forgotten. but too much will always be remembered.
in the car, i have been blasting music. meaningful music. not the crap that's out today. but the music that has lyrics that mean something. and then i cry. every single time.
what a gift to have studied music at school. to have the knowledge in addition to the heart for something that can be so glorifying and soul-wrenching. it cuts deep. but it makes sense for the person who feels it.
i wish i could think things and it would pop up on this blog. i have no other means of remembering or processing my thoughts later.
my parents. what a gift. what love they display and teach. they are the strongest people ever.
bucket :)<3>i love him. and he makes me smile. and things that hurt the heart doesn't hurt so much. maybe its just cuz i'm distracted by how FREAKING ADORABLE he is. BABYBABY!
and you. what an inspiration. what a challenger. finally, after 23 years of life, i can say that i know what it means to be a sister. i'm not perfect at it. no where near perfect at it. but i'm lucky to be one.
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